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General update of sorts.

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 12, 2009, 9:25 AM
First of all, I want to apologise for dissapearing for almost a month. Finally got caught up on answering all comments and questions, and I feel like I owe an explaination.

See, yanno how I was getting morning shifts at work, right? I thought that it would be like my evening shifts, just at a different timeframe. Well, I was sort of very wrong, and I actually have to do a lot more work. :/ I though that I would be able to do more things in the afternoon, but I didn't count on just how draining 5:25am mornings would really be. I can still DO stuff... just not as planned. I mean, I start crashing around 8. I'm a zombie by 9:30. Snoring by 10.

Yeah, lame.

On the slight bright side, winter is here. :3 Unfortunately, the snow brings the cold. I don't like being cold. It makes me crabby. My dad also turns off the heater during the night, so the house cools uncomfortably, and it's absolutely /torture/ to wake up freezing. I've tried just about everything to stay warm; double blankets, socks, sweatshirts. Once I tried all three. Still woke up frozen. Although this morning I woke up with the heater on and I was still frozen, so now I'm starting to thing there's just something wrong with me. :/

Needless to say, it's been sort of very stressing. On top of all that, I haven't really had time to talk to friends, so I've been feeling very isolated and neglected. :/ I'm a very social person. I don't like being alone.

so with all that, my mood has just generally degrading for the past few weeks, and I'm ashamed to say I've had a few breakdowns in the past few days.

Last night I had to go to a corperate christmas party with all the higher-ups from my company. :/ I REALLY didn't want to go. Like-ready-to-have-temper-tantrum-really-don't-want-to-go. But I did. Let's just say, the only upside to the evening was the food. One of my building managers; George, kept drawing EVERYONE's attention to me and make me drink short of hard liquer. I caved just to shut him up. I learned that night that I'm shy and can blush like a wildfire. And to never go near George when he's in the company of managers from other buildings.

So yeah, it sucked.

And I realize this journal went from an update one, to a complaint one. Deal with it. Not in the mood to care.

...And to end this on a slightly higher note, I haven't forgotten about updating; just been working on a picture for the last two weeks. That's all. Hopefully will be finished soon.

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Watching: Dogtown.
  • Drinking: Tea.

JOY TO THE WORLD

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 13, 2009, 9:21 AM
BEACUSE I HAVE WON.

I start morning shifts on monday! :3

It will mean waking up at 5:30am everyday, but I don't care, because I'll finally have a life again! No longer will I be the person who holds everyone back cause I was stuck doing night shifts! I'll be able to spend time with my family again, instead of being home alone all week and occasionally seeing them on the weekend!

*happy sigh* I feel like I'm floating on cloud nine~

  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Watching: Rich Bride, Poor Bride.
Skin by Nobody

Omg cosplay FAIL. D<

Thu Nov 12, 2009, 7:25 AM
  • Mood: Disbelief
  • Reading: Leviathan.
  • Watching: At the End of My Leash.
  • Drinking: Coffee.
FFFF.
I was trying on old costume things yesterday in anticipation of possibly going to a con this saturday, and THEY'RE ALL TOO BIG NAO. DDD: My leather pants fall off my hips. The crotch area is half way down my thighs. The crop top thing billows on me like a sail. EVEN MY ORG CLOAK, WHICH FIT LIKE A GLOVE, NOW LOOKS LIKE A SHAPELESS BAG. SKGJDLGKJSDPWRYCRUELWORLD.

I am vaguely annoyed. :/ Means I have to lasoo people to help me take the damn things in. Gr.

Bah, that's all. Sorry.

OVO GRU-HA-HA

Sat Nov 7, 2009, 10:11 PM
  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: Alegria.
  • Reading: Matthew is Mine.
  • Watching: Food Network Challenge.
  • Drinking: Milk.
BAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Just came back from seeing Cirque du Soleil: OvO with :icondemonw0lf: and our families~~~

All I can say is OHMIGOD. It was AMAZING. We had really good seats, right on an angle, and a good way up, so we like, had the most amazing view of the stage.

Also my brain is dead right now. Will update in the morning. xP

Late Halloween Journal is Late.

Tue Nov 3, 2009, 8:57 AM
  • Mood: Satisfied
  • Reading: The Hunger Games.
  • Watching: Soul Eater ep 27.
  • Drinking: Coffee.
BEST. HALLOWEEN. EVAR.

But first, IGOTAGIANTCUTONMYINDEXFINGERFROMYOGURTAN DNOWITHURTSTOTYPE. D:<

Okay. I'm good now. But yeah, this was like, the best halloween I've had in a loong time!

What did we do? :iconbeltaguise:, :iconstupidsexysadi: and I started the day by pumpkin hunting to carve later! We got really small ones, but it turned out it was a good thing, cause it was fucking freezing and pumpkin guts with cold wind is NOT fun. Out of all of us, Belty's pumpkin had like the thickest skin, and it turns out, he's never carved a pumpkin before. Loser. But Foof and I ended up helping him, so I wonder who really was the loser. xD

I made a Poland!pumpkin with an (unintentional) pervy face. Sort of liek (-3-) Except creepier. With eyebrows. And blushie lines. Fu's Badou!pumpkin had a (fake) cigarette and his eyebrows caught fire during the night. xD The smoker BUUUURRNEDDD. xDD And Belty made a WeirdcreaturethatlookslikeAlucard!Pumpkin. It had a creepy face. xD LOL FAIL DESCRIPTIONS ARE FAIL. And pumpkin guts are slimy. :3 And carving pumpkins in the middle of the day on my front porch made us look like idiots. 8D Lots or weeeeird looks from passerbys. IT WAS EPIC. AND THERE WERE LOTS OF 'AND'S IN THAT. I DON'T CARE. ANDANDANDANDANDANDFUCKYOUAND.

:icondemonw0lf: showed up around half way through decorating my house with that fake spiderweb stuff that I stuffed down my jacket and dubbed chesthair. It was AWESOME. Also there were severed hands we buried half-way into my garden, and bloody handprints slapped on to the door and windows.

Then thar was pizza. Then getting changed in my room. We has no shame. Except for Belty. Setting those customizable fang thingies tastes AWFUL. Then I promptly lost them. We went trick-or-treating at a single house on our way to the station, just for the lulz, and we gots candies! : D
We were late leaving the house for the dance, resulting in our getting in for free after walking/subwaying/bussing/more walking in costume. Once there I promptly pick up a stalker. I DON'T KNOW HOW. IT JUST HAPPENS. Insert getting molested and danced with while MYFRIENDSCOUGHCOUGH just sort of watch. Bastards.

We frolicked throughout the dance floor, inventing lame dances, was joined by a bunch of...er... heroes/villains/SOMETHINGS, for a game of OMGKEEPALLTHEBALLOONSINTHEAIR!, was found by my stalker again while SHE LICKED MY HAND. DDDD:

Then we ran back to my house. And by running, I mean hobble awkwardly and painfully to Tim Hortons to get drinks and mosey on to the bus stop. THEN MY PEPPERMINT TEA LIKE, SCALDED OFF MOST OF MY TASTE BUDS! RAGE! D<

That night/early morning, we went through four bags of buttery popcorn (two of which were attacked with 'Canadian Eh' cheesey flavouring xD), lots of halloween chocolate/candy, and (mostly me) a bottle of some sort of alcohol. We also watched a movie. And were flopped on the couch downstairs. I don't remember much of it. Only that I kept asking who was who, and drove everyone else CRAZY. IT'S NOT MY FAULT THEY ALL LOOKED ALIKE! D:

I was told the next morning that I almost killed myself going up the stairs after the movie to sleep. Apparently Belty was charged with keeping me alive. We removed the decorations/chest hair, undug the severed hands and cleaned up. Rox had to run and leave. Fu and Belty and I went to frolick in the neighbourhood leaves. There were pictures. Will post some later. Lazy now.

Over all, it was the best halloween we had in a long time. I still haven't found those fangs. :/

lol.

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